 Friday, January 13, 2006
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from Regynna 2 u @ 9:26 AM
Monday, January 02, 2006
matter is settled and closed.
my papers start tmr, but im not feeling all that happy.
just feel really down with alot of things, but some matters are finally settled.
than another matter rolls in.
guys are a whole lot of trouble. they can jus affect what u feel so much, there is nothing else you can do. haiz.
im moving my blog i guess. soon, wont be bloggin anymore. or rather, might not even start a new one.
i believe whatever she said is true, but she is not always right. why dig up something from the past. if she wants to indirectly say how good a friend she was, i know she was a very trustful close friend of mine. but does she know that it was a mutual friendship? i did not offend her or anything. to help a friend of yours, you just ended another friendship of yours. do i have a choice? if i do not care about our friendship, then i wouldnt type this paragraph. hope you understand. matter is settled, ask her.
gtg, tc!
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:05 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
actually i have more to add, jus that i was a little distracted. ok nvm, me and my reasons. hha...
IM NO LONGER A FRESHIE.. soon! haha.. its my turn to call the new yr 1 poly students frehies.. haha.. few more months later. but im lookin forward. haahahah!! weifeng said tt yr 2, very old already.. haha.. i think we're just one yr more senior. it gives the green light to do more things. haha.. like smoking, drinking, driving. haha... of course, first two i wont commit lah. haha.. also.. m18!! all the cool shows. which i duno why must m18 also. haha.. hrm.. haha
i crossed over to 2006, with just my family. hrm.. im glad ive got such a lively family. unlike .. some other family they are selfish.. and do not let their children out. LYING that they as a family are gg somewhere, and thhen they all end up at home. sleeping through the crossing over! i am fed up. okie.. because, others dont get to enjoy.. 17 yrs old. he needs his space. GIVE IT TO HIM! ergh..
nvm... in 2 more days. my major tests are starting.. haha.. im so dead. but still happy go lucky. i guess, there is nothing much i can do. except study really hard the next two days, so i can get decent grades. haha... which reminds me.. this morning, there was a meeting with the new junior ventures and all.. and all exchanged little information. this guy said, he hoped to get decent grades. i mumbled under my nose tt all he needed to do was study. there was no need to hope. than i realized i also always hope. hahahahahahahahha.. GOD bless me.
hrm.. im rather tired now. worried.. pissed... not with anyone in particular. jus with someone close to my heart. it hurts. felt like coming over to the yr 2006 with him nowhere to be found. msged and msged... time and again.. and?? nothing.. phew..
olright, i better go now. ciao!
from Regynna 2 u @ 2:03 AM
Like 1 whole year! 2006 is here, i wouldnt say finally here. its too fast, too fast its scary. haha. how time flies. i feel like i just took my o levels, but it has been over a year. hah..
many things happen, friends came and go... studies gd and bad. many new people, new organizations and new realizations about matters. went to showcases, had new friends. new opportunities. new job. many things. found sense of belonging and many other things.. etc, etc.. haha.. yepp..
jus back from a family car ride. we stopped over at the arts museum carpark and walked to the padang where we were facing the esplanade. yah, there!! also, was the fireworks. NICE!! i took many videos and pictures of it. not very clear, the video was better. haha.. yah!!
okie, i dun dare write resolutions for fear i might not fulfil ANY. bha hahahahahha!! olright, better go.
thanks so much!
sorry to those who msged me with wishes, and i didnt reply. SORRY!
thanks! take care!
from Regynna 2 u @ 1:55 AM
Saturday, December 31, 2005
first of all.. thank u to all who has helped me on this matter, nurulia, charmaine, michelle, ben.. many more. i really appreciate it. Apologies for getting you guys involved and being bombarded when it didnt have to happen to any one of you.
To wener and jeslyn, i have been keeping silent all these while.. just because i do not want to have any conflicts with you guys. Already, whatever jeslyn blogged a long time ago, 6dec or sumthing, i didnt bother. She announced to whoever reads her blog. that i owe ppl money. Ok, maybe i do. maybe i dont. even if i do, i returned it. like what charmaine said. And i am paying Wanlin soon. I am not a full time working adult. i do not print notes nor produce coins. i cannot do what i am not capable of. Like what i told myself, if i could pay. i would pay. why would i find excuses and stuff like tt? i am not hiding, not scared. because i do not owe anyone. ppl offered to pay for my stuff, i reject. they insist. its not borrowing. its help. from friends. from sisters. and if things turn out to be so ugly. if i had known, i would have declined any help or money.
Wener, its not as if you do not know me. if you think that i am the kind who owes yet do not wanto pay. than i dont think you bothered to be a friend of mine all those years. i confided in you in everything. Even the Michelle matter that happened 4 whole yrs ago. i dont blame you for bringing it up again. but was it necessary? you talk about talking things out. but did you and jeslyn even made an effort to contact me to talk things out? No.. you guys didnt. than how am i suppose to know? what issit that you all want? or believe that i should return?
whoever that tagged, whether in mine tagboard or char's tagboard. whether it was you guys or not, he/she should still be related to you guys. if not he/she wouldnt be bothered to tag. i dont understand how me 'owing' mk and wanlin money become such a big matter than it has to involve the both of you. If you guys sincerely don bother bout the matter. than y? blog bout it, write testimonials about it. y?
Jes, if you do not bother bout the matter. do not bother to rd my blog. than how did u know what i blogged when u shouted at me across the carpark one fine school day? if i shouted at you across the school carpark "yucks, asshole!" what would your natural reaction be? silence? i doubt so. who would take such false assaults?
anybody else who knows about this matter but do not know me, do not judge. because u do not know anything. those who knows me and hears about this matter. which is the true side of the matter? do you know? who is telling the truth? it cannot be determined through entries, tags, testimonials. whatever. God knows.
if i am guilty of anything, i would admit it. i would fear others knowing about it. but no, im not.
For sure i know, I value friendship more than i do for money.
from Regynna 2 u @ 6:46 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
hello all, i finally am back from al those holidays. haha.. and ready to start studying. jus still quite tired. haha, i blogged when ah?? issit before i went to cruise? hha, well.. cruise wasnt as much fun this time. was bored most of the time. but appreciated the fact i was there, and looking at the beautiful scenary. haha. went to penang, and patong beach. places where the tsunami one yr ago claimed. there was a certain eerie feeling but i bypassed that. However, at penang, we saw a bloated cow... which looks alot like plastic. four legs up facing the sky. and it was saddening to see it there. DOESNT ANYBODY BOTHER TO CLEAR IT?? last day of cruise, on the way back to singapore. i was pretty sick. i coudnt stand it. stayed and slept in cabin the whole day. i wasnt feeling well. Vomitted many times, through the nose even.. very teruk. almost died. but i survived. haha...
as soon as i came back, i slept. well, that's cause it was already night time. next day, i went to meet Faizal.. yeah!! haha, we had diiner with ruthless, nurulia, fel, fatin fir... yah. it was nice haha.. night time and faizal was there. yups. than it was work and work.. i didnt realy have the time to study. now that i mention my schedule. haha.. xmas eve eve, xmas eve and xmas itself i was working. than it was ECP chalet with whole family. that was fun. haha.. although i was feeling really tired. i managed. my cousins were so funny. jus kept laughing and laughing. it was once in a while that we got to meet up. and thanks to all those whoe msged me to wish me!! THANKS!!!!!!! im sorry i didnt reply though. not in a christmas mood this yr. yeahs.
well. in bb mac now. studyin. but i have started. haha, i jus reached and was on my lappy. haha.. thats why lappies are a distraction. i should log off now. gtg now.
from Regynna 2 u @ 1:13 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
okay okay, abit too excited.. hah, but it is like finally here! i can finally.... erhm.. i dun dare to say relax la. cuz i have been relaxing for the past.. half semester! i should condemn myself! SO EVIL.. why is that? for instance, im suppose to be listening to MR TEH YEW SENG now, my PWA teacher.. thats not project work, its java programming. which to me.. SUCKS BIG TIME, and why again?? because its my own fault. havent listen to the lesson since like ancient time.. oke, starting of the lesson. hence, i duno this computer language. which ivan got like TOP for it.. i wonder how he do it .. haha.. smart kid. like i am so old.. ha, i got like 54% for my recent test.. and that is suppose to be.. 30% in my whole final grade. PUKE... that means. only.. 16.1%, jus passed. DU U UNDERSTAND??
i think im not that much the only sinner here. haha.. everybody is blogging. haha.. i am sitted right at the back. and i can seE!! all the computer screens.. like, 1/8 of the population is.. listening to him. haha.. poor man.. but i think he knows and prefer not to bother, if not i think he can dont start teaching already.
hrm.. today is the last day for registering for the OUTRACE organized by TAS of course, haha.. even being a member.. i dun have enough to register. YIKES.. pathetic la..hah. nvm i guess. there is still SURVIVAL challenge..internal in ngee ann poly one. haha.. duno la! at least thats like $1.5, haha.. while outrace is plus one decimal place. its only.. 16dec.. and im struggling like hell.. thanks ah!
if anybody is wondering why my hair is like the same length.. forever..
its cause i keep trimming it. but!!
its longer than b4!!
not the front la.. but the back... haha..
yeahs!! its over the shoulder..
sometimes i feel like im talking nonsense in here..
okay, Xmas is coming, which also means Jay's birthday is coming.. which also means.. Sam's birthday is already here.. and also means.. my sister's birthday is coming.. BOXING DAY! oh yah.. fellow friends.. u know who u are.. hah.. 22nd dec which is a Thursday, there will be a mini dinner. For celebrating Christmas.. hah.. together. wanto have gift xchange?? anyway. the venues are.. erm.. many many la.. newton, far east, fish n co, seoul garden, hotel rendezvous, billy bombers or.. a hotel buffet!! at least estimate the budget haha.. to some of those places. get back.. to nurulia or me asap! just that i will not be in singapore, from sunday to wed, so plz contact nurulia after saturday! ok nunu?? Charmaine! u better come ah.. haha.. you blog tt we should come out more often! so, i book your Thursday! but, plz study before that.
there is a Logistics management bbq tonight, haha.. and snw tmr..but im poning tmr's snw.. cuz i have scouts. yeah?? and i hope tonight's bbq will be fun! i just wanto eat. well, what else does pigs do?? EAT!!!!!!! n sleep..
okay... Peiyi and Weifeng are exceptionally quiet today,.. anything it is... CHEER UP!! olright...
hrm, i better go.. bye! take care!!
from Regynna 2 u @ 8:58 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
GIRLS..we are always having to go through such pain every month. to the extend that we can do noting else. nothing! the pain is horrbible and awful and... CRUEL .. hrm.. but im kinda used to it. jus need to pop the pink pills. hha.. and i dun haf them now!! i will rush home later. ahaha.. for the pills.. and for my slp. yeah..
as i am typing this, i feel like i need to tidur.. so.. sleepy. its like my head would meet the table anytime now. hah.. but benn is bugging me in msn haha.. joking lah.. period turns a girl into e mini mean monster.. Sorry bout tt!
its CATS now, im suppose to do an E-portfolio or something like tt. there is so much to read up on and do! haha.. my lecturer?? he is probably dozing off in seconds too. peiyi is not here today. aah.. so im quite alone. with the IS ppl, but we're fine. .
i gtg, im dying here. rotting in my chair..
from Regynna 2 u @ 10:58 AM
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